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 I had to learn to be all alone and independent...

this is what the real world is all about after this...friends will

come and go,

what matters now is how you run your life, where you're standing 

and how far is your concern about friendship...





Something else is that now that I am,

once again, after had gone out with a friend today,

I have been thinking...

One of the things that popped up during my "life-contemplation time"

is what he had said to me



It just shook my "inner-self".

I guess that you could say that I have been thinking.

If that actually happened...

Then everything that I know as it is, would shift.

And not exactly in a good way.



Basically, I do not know what I would do.

he had told me that certain things always happen,and they do,

but I shall probably never know what I am really up against.

That kind of both scares me, and gives me confidence.

That may sound weird, but it is too true.

I am probably just some worthless, throw-away, person who is there.

If you think about it, we all really are. Nothing lasts forever, and my time,

 I think, 

is just about up.



Oooookaaaaay....... That sounded pretty emo, right there.

It is only the half of summer, and I am already losing it.

This happens every year, but not usually this soon... Hell,

it even happens over breaks,too... But again, not just after less

than a few weeks.







... Maybe I really am going crazy.

Who knows, but I shall tromp on in this endless journey of life.
















song!