The flavor of life

 yesterday, the last day of the orentation.
the professor of U of Columbia gave us a speech which is about starting a journey.
starting a journey. he picked to stay at Germany for a year.
the same as i pick my road. there is three lession that he learned during his journey.
which i think its truth.
1. the journey always gives ppl surprise that they never know
2. if you take all the things that u think u might need on the journey, it might be too heavy to carry, what happen at the end is. it will make u want to quit.
3. your parents who are really a ppl care about u. u will find out how important they r in ur journey.

that just the way it is.
i start my journey. i dont want to quit no matter what challenge i am going to face. yes. my suitcase is heavy.
but i really cannot quit. i cannot just quit on the half way of journey.

well finally update here...
i was already back for 4 days. but still didnt get used  to the jet lag which is really bad and drive me crazy.
if i know i have this much things going on this week i really will book the airline ticket at least a week earlier.
but well, there is nothing i can change now except for accept it...
i am kinda down recently, i dont really know y. but i know i miss home a lot.
i never felt this before. trust me, our home is always our safty harbor.
when u cash into the wass. and a suck on sth. u really will find out nothing is better than.
nothing will be better than ur parents. it seems like i really miss them.
all the things happened this year. and plus when i started to think i might go back two years later.
that makes me even worse. and plus all the full schedule this week. all the new stuff.
i really never felt this before,jes whats going on with me.
i do feel tired.now i just crying out when i stop doing things.
i dont know what to do. i dont know how long does it going to take me.
i dont know i have lots things dont know what to do...
but i know i should get it thru no matter what.
i should get it thru and i have to get it thru...
this four year. really, no matter how hard it is.
i cannot fall down. even fail again and again.
i should be still stand up. move on. move on. move on......

guess what happened?

2day when i woke up.

i checked my email.....

i got whole bunch of email from facebook~~!

guess y? but anyway thx ppl...

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oh. Christ. and the girls sent me couple cards....

but i still didnt get it...

wait. patience~~~~

plus i am going back soooon...

which is like going to the hell.

jes......!! oh oh no no...

should work even harder... use my own power

i am tough~! surely not as tough as Dave..lol~~!

done~!
oh.. i am still thinking about should i go to changlong 2moro...

cuz the sun just really dumb... too shiny...oh no.....

hurt my hair.... hurt my skin... hurt my eyes...

oh... i am gonna to cut my hair ......hahaha....

should i go or stay..... ah ah ah ah ah

超闷!吖妹同老豆去旅行.吖妈翻工.

结果系我一个人系屋企.超闷爆闷.

oh.发现一个现象.我翻来个半月.

入咗2次厂.吊咗4瓶针.大佐3支butt针.超痛.

plus一落飞机就出唔到声.我应该慎重甘考虑

下年暑假究竟翻無翻来.事因.天气太差.空气仲差

环境飚差.静系带副隐形都觉得非常邋遢..

而且翻来之后狂病.甘落去.s好多细胞的.

病得多会老的.

oh.因为天气太热的原因.

琴日系出面企咗大概10mins左右.

快面过敏喔.红鬼晒无端端.唉~惨吖...

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oh.系度無可以唔感叹下.

天下乌鸦一样黑.d男人無个好野来嘎.

所以呢...女人要学的自私d吖...

如果唔系好泄抵.

不过算了.我大人有大量.

不过如果我再系甘错嘎话.

唔洗人抓我吖.我自己都会去跳臭涌...

dui dui dui...一堆臭男人...

oh yeah. 女人要自强哇~!

我即管放长双眼睇下你地点...

做人要对得主天地良心.要对得住自己...

ah.好seo想抓距地枪毙.dui dui dui...

不过算...我放长双眼睇好戏...

oh yea...

i am - Lady K