四川大地震後的第二天即十三日下午，在都江堰河邊一處坍塌的民宅，數十名救援人員奮力挖掘，尋找生存傷者，一個令人震驚的場景突然出現在拯救人員眼前。以志願者參加都江堰救災的廣州中山大學附屬東華醫院的婦科醫生龔晉說，一名年輕的媽媽雙手懷抱一個三、四個月大的嬰兒，蜷縮在廢墟中，她低頭，已經失去了呼吸，但上衣向上掀起，懷裏的女嬰依然含母親的乳頭吮吸。

憶及此景，年輕的婦產科醫生龔晉不禁悲從中來，失聲哭泣：「當時，紅撲撲的小臉，與母親黏滿灰塵的雙乳，形成了鮮明的對比，在場者無不掩面落淚。」

「我無法想像，一個死去的媽媽還在為自己的孩子餵奶，從母親抱孩子的姿勢可以看出，她是很刻意地在保護自己的孩子，或許就是在臨死前，她把乳頭放進了女兒的嘴裏。」龔晉又說：「我們小心地將女嬰抱起，離開母親的乳頭時，她立刻哭鬧起來。」

在北川縣的一處廢墟，搶救人員也發現一位偉大的母親：她以雙膝跪地，弓   背，整個上身向前匍匐，雙手扶地以支撐身體，就像是古人行禮一般，但身軀已被壓得變形，早已氣絕身亡。

當搜救隊員小心翼翼地把她周圍的砂石清開，發現她的身體下果然躺她的孩子，約莫三、四個月大，因為媽媽的身體幫她擋住坍牆，她竟然毫髮無傷，被抱出來的時候，還安靜睡。

遺言囑「記住我愛你」

隨行的醫生替女嬰解開被子做檢查，發現有一部手機塞在被子裏，醫生下意識地看了一下手機的屏幕，發現上面有一條已寫好的簡訊：「親愛的寶貝，如果妳能活，一定要記住我愛妳。」

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Last nite in the cell, people were talking about flowers. A guy asked the girls who has never received any flower...Then Karen said before she got married, her husband always sent flowers to her in the office (when he's still in Belgium and she's in Toronto...what a sweet couple~). Then other girls said of coz they received flowers b4...mm...I received flower twice in my whole life...from my parents...when I graduated from the university and the college...

Anyway...I took some flower photos in my backyard. My cell's camera sux though!
   

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是你先愛我？還是我先愛你？

Interesting. Saw it from a website.
I prefer...The guy Loves me first~ ^^

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Few days ago, I noticed a job opening from a company named Christian Children's Fund of Canada. Its an office job, which I'm not able to handle it. But then, I keep thinking...mm...I really wanna work for these kinda company. As I mentioned before, I really wanna join HK's 保護兒童協会 or 保良局. I did send my resume to 保護兒童協会 few months ago (before I went back to HK, I applied for the post of kindergarten teacher). A lady replied me, but she said I must have get the education recognition and assessment done before she'll consider my application.

I searched Chinese orphans and found some websites. Poor kids. They dont have mommy or daddy, no brother or sister. Some of them have various kinds of health issues. :( Even sponsor a child wont really make a difference as most of the $ would go to nowhere...

I like to work with children, and I espececially wanna work with this kinda kids...

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Before, I wasnt quite sure about this...doing something that God likes you to do...doing something that He'll be happy about you...Now, I kinda understand its meaning.

I am always trying to do something to appreciate my family, I was always trying to do something to make "him" happy. I wanna make them happy, I dont wanna upset them.

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I did the garden work again this morning. I noticed that some of the leaves are coming out~!!

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Tomorrow, I'll have to call her again and set up an app. on Thur/Fri (if she's willing to do that..)

I know deep in my heart that I dont wanna take this job. Oh well, I dont even really like to be a floater anyway. There are too many drawbacks of this job! Of coz, I can leave if I hate it, but the point is...I dont even wanna put my foot into this daycare.

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命中注定我愛妳 ch 1...Its not bad, its kinda similar to Prince Turns into Frog.

But...its again...a very fairy-tale style story. A 27 yr old normal girl who tried to save a relationship with her first bf (as this guy was a bad guy anyway)...then for all kinds of reasons, she slept with a super rich handsome guy by accident. Then this rich guy "turned" her into a pretty girl by dressing her up with all kinds of fanzy stuff. Then her ex- saw her and felt bad...ha

I first thought...mm...This girl is fine...She treats her "bf" so nice and does so many things for him (just like me)...The guy is just using her to do stuff for him and dates other girls...However...I dont understand...How come this girl can treat it like not a very big deal after she had the "relationship" with another guy, basically a stranger??? She screamed and gone crazy, but only for a while. Then they talked and hugged and be friends in 1-2 hours! It doesnt make sense to me, if she's really such a Good Girl. 

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My eye was so heavy this morning. I went back to sleep for 2 hours after breakfast. After I woke up, I felt my throat wasnt feeling right. Am I sick again?!

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After I came back in the afternoon, I noticed that there were many weeds and wood debris on the lawn thats next to our driveway. So I used the weed remover to remove the weeds, and then used the rack to gather all the leaves and "garbages". 

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brochure and welcome me. I sat with s.m. in the middle section (~mid. row). I noticed that the right section was mainly the "eldery" people (i.e. my parent's age), the mid. section was 20-30s. I didnt pay attention to the left section though. There were some young people, just like my lil bro's age, wearing tee-shirts and jeans. I think there were about 100 ppl.

The worship began at around 5 to 10. These people were young! I mean, I expected to see older people to talk to us (coz when I was in my primary school, those church people were old). The 主席 looked like ~35 (prolly not even 40). I dunno whats mean though...Does that mean he's the Leader of this church? Then the 詩歌 group, 1 old man (55+), then the lead "singer" and the other 3 ppl + the girl pianoist are my age (or even younger actually). Then the 傳道, I believe she's 35-40, as her son is only 3 yrs old. Then there were 3 young guys doing the "tech" stuff (i.e. pc slides, volume...etc.)

They sang alot!! I guess 1/3 time was in singing. I didnt sing though...I just stood up and looked at the screen. They talked about John Book 1, chapter 3. I read it b4 (by accident)~~ Yeah! Anyway, its just so-so...I mean the pretentation skill...(Am I too picky here?!~~) But the 主席 didnt really do anything actually...Why?!

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I worked as a supply in the infant room again. There was 10 bbs at 9 o'clock already (full house). There were 4 teachers today (incl. me), However, I'd no idea why I was still busy. I put the first group of kids to sleep at 9.30am...I stayed in the zzz room for about 30 mins, then I sat down on the floor and played with the 2nd group. Then they went out for a walk, some bbs started getting up, they plalyed a lil while, then its lunch time. Since they only had 4 hi-chairs, so 1 teacher could only feed 4 bbs at a time, that means 6 bbs have to watch them and wait for their turns. I tried to get their attention and kept them on the mat, but I couldnt do that for 30 mins!! They were bbs, they wanna eat! 

After they finished feeding all the bbs, they started to change the diapers and put them to bed again. However, after 3-4 kids, the staff who was responsible for diaper changed went to the zzz room and never came out! So I had to look after the bbs, at the same time change 7 diapers (with so many poo!) Then the 3 staff "hided" in the zzz room with 7 kids, I had 3 kids outside, with the mess that the bbs made during their lunch time...the dirty hi-chairs, the messy floors, the towels, the toys...Ah!!! I SHOULD look after the kids and play with them, because Kids First! BUT, two of the kids just kept go to the eating area and picked up food from the floor. Another one? He just kept playing with the trash can. At that moment, it really drove me crazy!  I mean...I really dont mind do the cleaning job, as I was doing that in everywhere and I could finish it pretty fast anyway, but...where were the other staff go??? Finally, I had to sweeped and cleaned up the floor first, then rinsed and disinfected all the chairs...then I sat down and played with the 3 kids. THEN...1 staff (the head teacher, that girl who talked to me yesterday) left for her lunch, after 5 mins, another staff (an assistant, but she's old and she's "experienced") just started taking out those kids in the zzz room, she said they didnt need a nap!! Fine, whatever they liked to do, its not my classroom, I'd no right to change their plan. 

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I woke up quickly, went to Timmy have a quick breakfast with mom, then went to work at 9am. I was in the baby room for the whole day. Its very very physcially demanding. Especially my legs are sored and hurting coz yesterday I did the gardent work for a few hrs. Ah...Its killing me. I had to sit on the floor and get up so often, everytime I moved, my legs hurted. 

The babies were fine thought. Two weeks ago when I did my try-out in another daycare, those babies were kinda scared me. But these babies (I'd 10 babies today), they liked me (I meant they didnt scare me). 2 of them cried very often them, very cranky. I had my lunch at 2pm, but the supervisor gave me all kinda paper to fill up and looked at...Basically I didnt have a break whole day. 

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I spent almost 3 hrs in my backyard to clean up my garden in the afternon.
Its only a very small garden (compare with my old house).

In the past, we never ever had to gardening, as mom hired the gardening company to do the lawn for us every year.Actually, I didnt even go to the backyard more then 3 times a year.

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brochures. Actually I really wanna go for a cruise before I start to work again...Because if I have a new job, I cant take any vacation until at least 1 yr later.

Which cruise line is good? Royal Caribbean? or Princess? or Carnivel? or Costa? I heard that Disney Cruise is good for kids, but not for adults.

I wanna find some special discount or promotions, so my parents and I can join the tour in a cheaper price.

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mm...Should I start watching movies and dramas again?! I've stopped watching any of those since 7 months ago...since I didnt have the mood to watch any. Well, I did watch TV in HK or watch movies with friends during last xmas, but I mean I won't 追劇集 or 煲帶 anymore. I used to watch CCTV and ETTV's taiwanese drama series, but I dont have sat. TV in this new house (I dont wanna ask my ex- to install it for me)...

Last sunday, the church people asked me what did I like to watch, or which movies did I watch recently...I couldnt tell them...

Now I'm better, maybe I can start watching something again? I saw a store is selling 古靈精探 for $10 2 days ago, but I'm not sure if my DVD player is working or not...

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News 1: 靠半工讀剛從澳洲    學成歸來的助理建築師兼準新郎，前途無限，他前晚剛從政府高官手中奪取設計榮譽獎項，踏上建築界星光大道，惟相隔不足七小時，他為趕赴西環觀龍樓，安慰失戀失業的「沙煲兄弟」，竟變「死亡約會」。「義」字當頭的事主見好友鬱結難解跳樓自殺，不惜捨身相救，結果雙雙墮樓慘死。

News 2: 3日前跌傷頭部，其後昏迷的8歲男童陳嘉駿，前日證實大部分腦細胞死亡，昨晨內臟迅速衰竭，搶救無效後辭世。一直在他身邊耳語鼓勵的父親說，兒子死前昏迷不能說話，手腳也絲毫沒動

彈，唯獨眼角流下最後一滴眼淚，悄悄與父母告別。

Sigh...Poor guys...Its sad to read these kinda news, esp. the 2nd one..."唯獨眼角流下最後一滴眼淚，悄悄與父母告別。"  Sometimes when you think you are very luck, you think you work so hard for your targets and your dreams finally come true (i.e. get a decent job, your boss like you, getting married soon, or have a happy family, have a son and he's doing good in school, he's a good boy, etc.)...Mishap may just happen and take away everything from you. You cant say NO, as you've no control over it.

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This morning, I used to be happy. I woke up, still tried to figure out the IQ question...However, dunno why I was so moody...An hr later...suddenly I thought about the "bad" things, and I cried for a few minutes~ Then, I was back to normal.

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This afternoon, I went to Amy's cell group meeting. Her husband drove us to there. We arrived 10 mins before the meeting was supposed to begin. Anyhow, everyone's late, we started at 4.30. There were 9 ppl (incl. me). 1 wife (she did show up for dinner later) and 2 couples were absent.

The meeting was held in the leader's house. Its a townhouse with 1 garage. We went in from the basement. I went upstair and entered the living room, right away, I saw a big screen TV with 5.1 stereo. I dunno anything about flat tv or stereo system, but I kno this tv and system MUST be more expensive then the system that I have in my house. My first impression was...mm...why this christian family spends $ on this luxury (non-important) stuff.

The wife (i.e. the leader, her name is Jenny, she told me she's 51, but she looks young, just like 40-43) seems "nice". The lady (Frances...she looks like a 45+) who sat bside me also talked to me very often. But the other two single ladies (30+ and another one i believe is 35+), they didnt really talk to me, even I tried to join their conversation in the basement...Anyway~ They all dressed up nicely. Amy told me to just dress casually...But looked at all these ladies...Shiny "stones" rings and pendants. Very trendy clothings, Channel glasses...plus a Must for many women, the brandname handbags...Me? I just wore normal clothes and pants. In my opinion, its nice and clean, not too casual, but not fancy for sure. As I dont even have any "stone" ring or jewellery, or none brandname handbag...Not sure if I looked too "old-fashion" if compare to them?!

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I just read an article in HK Yahoo! News. It talks about 「路西法效應」（Lucifer Effect）. This is my first time to hear this term. 

個人的性情並不像我們想像得那般重要，善惡之間並非不可踰越，環境的壓力會讓好人幹出可怕的事情。
　　
津巴多試圖用他的實驗解釋很多問題，包括飛行事故、人在面對惡行時的無動於衷、護士對病人的不當處置以及自殺式襲擊者和恐怖分子的行為。由於對自己角色的認識，護士會過度服從醫生的安排，哪怕明知醫生開出的劑量遠遠大於規定的劑量；有四分之一的飛行事故的起因都是由於副機長過於服從機長的錯誤判斷。

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患難生忍耐經文: 「患難生忍耐。」（羅馬書五︰3）

        這不是空口說白話的應許，惟有歷經患難，我們才能獲得所需要的忍耐。我們必須從忍受苦難中，才能學會忍耐，就像人必須親自下水，才能學會游泳一樣。你無法只看游泳手冊而學會游泳，也無法不經受苦而學會忍耐。為了學會上帝要我們培養的「耐性」美德，受些苦難與操練，又算得什麼？
        這節經文明顯應許的成就，不是靠自己的力量，乃靠上帝的幫助。因為按著人的本性，在患難痛苦中，人的正常反應是沮喪抱怨，掙扎反抗；惟有上帝的恩典，才能幫助我們接受現狀，不再掙扎，學會忍耐。我們打麥得穗，上帝也要用環境磨練我們，用難纏的人激動我們，用不如意的事攪擾我們，使我們煉盡渣滓，去蕪存菁，學習信心、忍耐的功課，這實在是上帝智慧的作為。
        喔，主啊，讓這應許成就在我身上！我希望苦難能離開我，但我也期盼「沒有耐心」的性情能離開我！親愛的主，求祢背十字架的身影，忍耐的形象能深印在我心版上。

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