http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3 個人 心情 音樂 Sun, 17 Feb 2008 00:45:06 +0800 Pixnet Digital Media Corporation zh http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/14380784 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/14380784 Sun, 17 Feb 2008 00:45:06 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/14380784 It's me<br /> <br /> 從我入伍到現在 已經過了....138天了<br /> 說長不長 說短不短<br /> <br /> <br /> 每次放假 我都會去點退伍日期計時器<br /> 多希望可以早點脫離這段生活<br /> <font style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffff00" face="標楷體" size="3">距離退伍還有<span id="numberEndDate">200</span>天, 也就是<span id="numberSec">17277221</span>秒還要好久........<br /></font><br /> 不過聊一下這段生活<br /> 到目前 我的生活已經定型了<br /> 我接下了業務&nbsp;<br /> 也就是我是連上的行政<br /> 往好處想是 我擁有極大的自由<br /> 想要出去就寫寫假單 連長一定批<br /> 連上公差勤務沒我的份<br /> 擁有一間小小的辦公室<br /> 當我累了 還是想要獨處時<br /> 我就會在裡面待著<br /> 壞處是......<br /> 我還沒想到 QQ<br /> 畢竟接了業務就好好做<br /> 反正是做金錢方面的東西<br /> 我以後就業也會用到<br /> <br /> 但是.......<br /> 當兵還是有他的不耐處<br /> 就是 要站哨<br /> 我已經算是連上不怎麼站哨的<br /> 只是 站完哨<br /> 本來不累的身體都突然累了<br /> 我的單位不是實戰單位<br /> 所以相較之下又輕鬆多了<br /> 只是...很浪費時間<br /> 連上還有志願役和義務役間的問題<br /> 總之 義務役不是人倒是真的<br /> <br /> 即使 我不用一天到晚穿迷彩<br /> 我可以穿著比挺的軍便服<br /> 那又能改變多少?!<br /> 縱然我擁有極大的自由<br /> 但是就是有那麼多的瑣事讓人覺得無奈<br /> 我不是想要抱怨<br /> 因為我已經自爆過了<br /> <br /> 當兵之前的稚嫩<br /> 以為這只是短短的一年<br /> 在體驗過後&nbsp;<br /> 時間的確加速過了<br /> 我仍然無法對這國軍的體系感到認同<br /> 我沒有在實戰單位<br /> 在我上面的是數不盡的長官<br /> 那些嘴臉 那些竒奇怪怪規定<br /> 只有莫名其妙<br /> <br /> 我在連上是個對上對下都很有好評的人<br /> 只是這樣的形象 我還能撐多久<br /> 我不知道我的真我何時要爆發<br /> 我的同梯一個一個被盯 黑到翻<br /> 我的學長被看不起 被我取代<br /> 連上的兵羨慕我可以天天不在連上<br /> 連上的士官找我去唱歌 我可以不屌他<br /> 我有無法無天嗎 ? 沒有!<br /> 士官長會在其他人面前稱讚我做的好<br /> 只是他知道我犧牲了多少東西!<br /> 我和科組的長官都很好 這又有什麼幫助呢<br /> 因為我是義務役 我留不久 我該死 活活做到死?!<br /> 即使 當兵對我來說是去上班的<br /> 固定的六日休假 白天是我洽公時間<br /> 只有一早和快睡覺時 我才可能會站哨<br /> 其他時間都是我自由發揮的<br /> 我有快樂嗎?!<br /> <br /> 問問自己 當兵成長多少?<br /> 變的更加虛偽? 變的超會閃事情?<br /> 這都不是原本的我<br /> <br /> 寒假過了 年假完了<br /> 我就快退伍了<br /> 大家等著<br /> <br /> Sincerely,<br /> Julien<br /> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/8939857 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/8939857 Tue, 18 Sep 2007 14:25:33 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/8939857 Dear all:<br /> 我很不想這樣說<br /> 但是<br /> 我還是得說<br /> <br /> 這國家需要我<br /> <br /> so<br /> <br /> See ya next year<br /> Sincerely,<br /> Julien http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7675461 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7675461 Sun, 19 Aug 2007 00:08:19 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7675461 <p>無意間看到這個文章<br /> <br /> <font face="Verdana" size="5"><a target="_self" href="http://www.time.com/time/nation/article/0,8599,1654126,00.html?xid=rss-topstories">Much Ado About College Rankings</a><br /> <font size="3">from TIME</font></font></p> <br /> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7644093 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7644093 Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:06:00 +0800 My Music http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/7644093 Sophie Ellis Bextor&nbsp;一直是我很喜歡的歌手<br /> 這次新專輯已經發表了3首單曲 Catch You ,&nbsp; Me and My Imagination, and Today The Sun's On Us<br /> 我剖喜歡這專輯的曲風<br /> <br /> 比起上張專輯上氣不接下氣的感覺<br /> 這張專輯非常值得一聽<br /> 充滿了想像力的音樂<br /> 彷彿可以把聲音轉化成為畫面<br /> <br /> <a target="_blank" href="http://www.sophieellisbextor.net/"><img height="314" src="http://julien0529.googlepages.com/l_9c77c962dc5eeb7506e053b46ecb61f6.jpg" width="360" /></a><br /> <br /> <font size="2"><font face="Verdana"><strong>T o d a y &nbsp;&nbsp; T h e &nbsp; &nbsp;S u n ' s &nbsp; &nbsp;O n&nbsp; &nbsp; U s</strong><br /></font><br /> I can see you're somewhere far away<br /> Caught in another place<br /> Where nothings going right<br /> Shouldn't worry about<br /> The worst that could be<br /> When you're here beside me<br /> Don't look for troubled times<br /> Now when everything is fine<br /> <em>[Bridge:]</em><br /> So you need to fear the bad to see the good<br /> And that's the thing you do<br /> But don't let it spoil the view<br /> Of what's around you<br /> <em>[Chorus:]</em><br /> There's no rain, there's no storm<br /> Though the blue sky makes you wonder<br /> Don't you fear what will come<br /> Will come<br /> And right now we're in the sun<br /> Sure enough, seasons change<br /> But don't let today get lost<br /> 'Cause today the sun's on us<br /> Today the sun's on us<br /> <br /> You're so restless<br /> Underneath the surface<br /> Don't you think I notice<br /> It's something you can't hide<br /> When you're fighting with the tide<br /> But you've got to let it go<br /> And just accept the things you can't control<br /> Don't let your shadow spoil the view<br /> Of what's around you<br /> <em>[Chorus]</em><br /> The years go by<br /> Stars will rise and fall<br /> Will you be by my side<br /> Though it all?<br /> <em>[Chorus]</em><br /> Today, the sun's on us<br /> <br /></font><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6RyisYgswoU" width="425" height="350" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" /> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6889579 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6889579 Mon, 30 Jul 2007 22:52:52 +0800 My Music http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6889579 這是位我喜歡的女歌手Natasha Bedingfield<br /> 有著不受控制的唱腔<br /> 其實他哥先出道 然後才有他出專輯<br /> 第一張專輯中 廣受美國流行樂界歡迎<br /> 這張專輯更加貼近他的心境<br /> 創作出很動人的歌曲<br /> 也是我的心情寫照<br /> so check it out<br /> <br /> <font face="Arial"><a target="_blank" href="http://www.natashabedingfield.com/home.html"><img src="http://julien0529.googlepages.com/soulmate-banner.jpg" border="1" /></a><br /></font><br /> <strong><font face="Verdana">S o u l m a t e &nbsp; b y &nbsp; N a t a s h a &nbsp; B e d i n g f i e l d</font></strong><br /> <br /> Incompatible, it don't matter though<br /> 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry<br /> Speak out if you do<br /> you're not easy to find<br /> <br /> Is it possible Mr. Loveable<br /> is already in my life?<br /> right in front of me<br /> or maybe you're in disguise<br /> <br /> Who doesn't long for someone to hold<br /> who knows how to love you without being told<br /> somebody tell me why I'm on my own<br /> if there's a soulmate for everyone<br /> <br /> Here we are again, circles never end<br /> how do I find the perfect fit<br /> there's enough for everyone<br /> but I'm still waiting in line<br /> <br /> Who doesn't long for someone to hold<br /> who knows how to love you without being told<br /> somebody tell me why I'm on my own<br /> if there's a soulmate for everyone<br /> <br /> If there's a soulmate for everyone<br /> <br /> Most relationships seem so transitory<br /> They're all good but not the permanent one<br /> <br /> Who doesn't long for someone to hold<br /> who knows how to love you without being told<br /> somebody tell me why I'm on my own<br /> if there's a soulmate for everyone<br /> <br /> Who doesn't long for someone to hold<br /> who knows how to love you without being told<br /> somebody tell me why I'm on my own<br /> if there's a soulmate for everyone<br /> If there's a soulmate for everyone&nbsp;<br /> <br /> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BEzbkGj7EaQ" width="425" height="350" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" /> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6746232 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6746232 Thu, 26 Jul 2007 21:19:31 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/6746232 Time&nbsp;goes by so slowly<br /> Time&nbsp;goes by so slowly<br /> Time&nbsp;goes by so slowly<br /> <br /> <br /> 下鄉Long Stay<br /> 已經一個月了<br /> 其實 過的很不開心<br /> 除了生活上的轉變以外<br /> 還有心境上的<br /> <br /> 在這裡<br /> 我沒有知心的朋友<br /> 當我想要找個人<br /> 訴說我的感覺時<br /> 我找不到<br /> <br /> 在家中<br /> 我就像個局外人<br /> 說話沒人聽<br /> 話說了被人罵<br /> 沒有人會重視我的需求<br /> 也沒有人會願意去理解我的想法<br /> 我感到好無助<br /> <br /> 逐漸的<br /> 家人們像是拒我於千里之外<br /> 我以前可以在姐姐房間打電腦看電視<br /> 現在 我被要求回自己房間<br /> 跟他們說話也越來越不對盤<br /> 我只是覺得<br /> 好歹我從來沒有一段時間<br /> 像現在一樣<br /> 可以好好的根家人團聚<br /> 我國中時就已經離開家鄉去外地讀書<br /> 高中也是 大學也是<br /> 我在這裡沒有什麼朋友就算了<br /> 連家人都不怎麼理我<br /> 我常常獨自一人去高雄 台南<br /> 找我以前的朋友<br /> 但是 他們大多很忙或是失去聯絡了<br /> 我很認真的想要找回那種在台北的歸屬感<br /> 但是我找不到<br /> 我不屬於這裡<br /> 這句話一值在我心中迴響著<br /> 自從我高中後 我就沒這樣覺得了<br /> 現在 這感覺又回來了<br /> 一股悲傷又寂寞的感受<br /> 就像是Harry Potter裡面催魔狂出現一樣<br /> 所有世上的快樂都消失了<br /> 我有如行尸走肉<br /> 在這無底的深淵<br /> 繼續喘息著<br /> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5662173 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5662173 Tue, 03 Jul 2007 10:02:03 +0800 My Music http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5662173 Nelly 又有新單曲了<br /> 這首歌比較偏向之前的曲風<br /> 不像是之前Promiscuous的曲風那麼的Hip-hop<br /> 讓我有點想到上張專輯的Try 這首歌<br /> 一樣的擁有民族風格<br /> <br /> 歌詞中 Flames to dust, lovers to friends<br /> 更讓人有物換星移的感覺......<br /> <br /> <img src="http://julien0529.googlepages.com/NellyFurado-AllGoodThingsComeToAnEnd.jpg" /><br /> <br /> All Good Things lyrics by Nelly Furtado.<br /> <br /> Honestly what will become of me<br /> don't like reality<br /> It's way too clear to me<br /> But really life is daily<br /> We are what we don't see<br /> Missed everything daydreaming<br /> <br /> [Chorus]<br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to end?<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to an end?<br /> <br /> Traveling I only stop at exits<br /> Wondering if I'll stay<br /> Young and restless<br /> Living this way I stress less<br /> I want to pull away when the dream dies<br /> The pain sets in and I don't cry<br /> I only feel gravity and I wonder why<br /> <br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to end?<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to an end?<br /> <br /> Well the dogs were whistling a new tune<br /> Barking at the new moon<br /> Hoping it would come soon so that they could<br /> Dogs were whistling a new tune<br /> Barking at the new moon<br /> Hoping it would come soon so that they could<br /> Die die die die die<br /> <br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> Flames to dust<br /> Lovers to friends<br /> Why do all good things come to an end<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to end?<br /> come to an end come to an<br /> Why do all good things come to an end?<br /> <br /> Well the dogs were barking at a new moon<br /> Whistling a new tune<br /> Hoping it would come soon<br /> And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away<br /> And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and<br /> the rain forgot how to bring salvation<br /> the dogs were barking at the new moon<br /> Whistling a new tune<br /> Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.<br /> <br /> <br /> <object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1j5_7V0DMkA" /> <param name="wmode" value="transparent" /> <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1j5_7V0DMkA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350" /></object> http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312931 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312931 Sat, 16 Jun 2007 13:42:41 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312931 距離我大學倒數已經進入尾聲<br /> 我只剩下<br /> <br /> 一個考試==&gt;歷史<br /> 兩個paper==&gt; 文批 以及 作文<br /> 我就真的畢業了........<br /> sigh<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 再見了<br /> 我的學校<br /> 還有我的愛<br /> 以及<br /> 你 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312886 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312886 Sat, 16 Jun 2007 13:37:46 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5312886 錯過<br /> 往往發生在身邊<br /> <br /> <!--more--><br /> 他/她<br /> 可能只是常常遇見<br /> 卻不知所措<br /> <br /> 凝視<br /> 往往是一瞬間<br /> <br /> 他/她<br /> 可能沒想法<br /> 卻忍不住多看一眼<br /> <br /> 人生常常錯過很多事情<br /> 但是他可能常常在身邊<br /> <br /> 在街角<br /> 在對面教室<br /> 在人生的三叉路口<br /> <br /> 有把握好機會嗎<br /> 我只知道<br /> 我常常就這樣讓他走了 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5072455 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5072455 Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:21:37 +0800 我思 我想 我存在 http://blog.pixnet.net/bonex3/post/5072455 <img src="http://p4.p.pixnet.net/albums/userpics/4/2/29542/1181009831.jpg" width="400" /><br /> <br /> 將要畢業了<br /> 心中的感觸 五味雜陳<br /> 我很高興進入英文系<br /> 也曾經討厭英文系<br /> 來去匆匆經過我身旁的人<br /> 你們 過的還好吧?!<br /> <br /> 但是在這裡<br /> 我發現了另外一片世外桃源<br /> 有著人性光輝的地方<br /> 認識了一群好朋友<br /> 雖然說明了點<br /> 因為八角將我們的距離拉近<br /> 但是這種感覺是美好的<br /> <br /> 人是不能離群索居的對吧!<br /> 也希望未來的日子裡面<br /> 也可以常常回想起我在英文系的一切<br /> 我也是有感受的 這些人 事 物<br /> 將會在我生命中留下不可抹滅的痕跡<br /> <br />