Once I imaged that I could strut my stuff with skinny bone structure on the Channel TV commercial as Keira Knightly or any kind of actress. Or with a characteristic and a little bit cosmetic surgery, laying on the beach, and develop some sexy pictures. And more, more, I wanna dressing like Branch Bubois on the stage and act “The street car named desire” once more. But now, I am not a entertain business worker, not an artist, or even not a literature student, I just a employee of a trading company, and star the monitor for 12 hours per day, work on the shipping, sales, and international law, or sometimes, more intense and uncomfortable, for the endless typing, accounting or reading some products information, like tools or solder. If that is the reality, my impression is that I felt the life is so mechanic, so repetitive, and makes me want to cry or run away. Some one plunged him or herself in to the sex, alcohol or smoking, once I degenerated my self in the ending media excitement, but now I have to back or support myself up, I really pay the high value on myself, once I thought I was different, I regarded I am smart, with certain kind of sense, but now I am wrong, I keep on finding the reason why I should live, and the answer make me keep upset. I entered the business career, but I still image that my time should not always on the monitor or coaxed in excel. It has never happened before; I thought I should be strong, not weak as before. I am not standing on the shoulder of giant, I just creeping under her paw.

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“Addictions are repetitive behaviors in the face of negative consequence, the desire to continue something that you know it is bad for you.” Joseph Frascella, the director f the National Institution on Drug Abuse said so. In Taiwan, there are thousands of college students or staff sitting in front of the monitor and endowed their life time on the virtual world. The exports call the net addiction as uncontrollable impulse, which embeds the disarrangement in society.
Ironically, the Addictions are the enlargement of the human beings instinct for surviving. According to the research, our minds are programmed to pay extra attention to what called “salience”, that is ---the special relevance. Treats, for instance, are highly salient, and that is why we instinctively get away from them. Unfortunately, so do food and sex because they could help the individuals to survive. When we expose to drug, alcohols, sex, and smoking, our memory systems, reward circuits, and decision making skills and conditioning kick in salient create an uncontrollable craving.
The craving might be the desire for smoking, alcohols, food or even sex, is intrigued lots of people in to the long-term struggling. In United States, there are 1870 hundred thousand of people in alcohol abuse. But down to the part of net addiction, people are addressed themselves to reduce the time of surfing on net, however, other addictive behaviors are forced to be prohibited completely.

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The blog is main to inspire the talened on the command of Morden Anglo-Saxon language;therefore,Chinese is forbidden in the blog, also, any responce should be in English or any foreign language, instead of the warm, familiar and affluent Chinese.The blog is a board to share my sentiments,reflections,idea,thoughts, impressions,and drawins,by here I sincerely invited you to read and appreciate or correct the words exhibited.

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